i dunno if i am suffering from insomnia or whether did i rest too much.. sigh.. cant slp & wake up damn early... :/ poor me...
but i've got a good news. finally i've curb my appetite! feels like a normal person now.. not a PIG! ^^

*tadah* i present u my sweet pancake. :) ya, i know it doesn't look very appetising. but trust me, its delicious. hehe.

hmm, anyway i've decided to put da past behind... letting go ain't easy. never was easy, and i dont think it ever will be.. :( but i've sorted out my thinking.. i shouldn't continue my life this way.. life's great isn't it? i'm still young. shan't waste my life by thinking all these shit... seriously, i think i deserve better... right now, i'll jus study & work hard! study hard for a better future, work hard for a better life... :)
what doesn't kill me makes me stronger... golfing soon with papa. :)

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问
知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! ya, i know its still early...

• maid coming in 3 weeks :)
• my room is so clean now :)
• school starting soon :)
• i want to buy vanilla body wash, vanilla essential oil :)
• i like my perm & color :)

yay! met bb yday

lanying's wedding

james came to pick me

james haolian, challenge other cars...

went to a bar at east coast

me pool, he sing

chat & emo at da sea side

chat & emo at mount faber

he's admiring his rx 8, lol

delifrance

home

meeting bb later, finally... :))

random: happy counting money.. :)

叶子在窗外轻轻爷
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

boat quay tonight... :)

why do i have such a big appetite?! always eat & eat! i can eat as much as i like last time & still stay slim.. until recently, my metabolism seems to drop a little... i can feel i am getting fat..especially my face! :( call me 大饼脸! i must start to control my diet now. no more snacks, dessert, 2-3 meals at a go & supper! aiyo, 吃是福 la! yet i cant eat as much as i like le... wahhh..... can someone get rid of da pig in me??!!


see my face! fat fat!!!


i can slim down, give me a mth! yea!

& i realised no wax on hair makes my hair smoother... hee hee... (random)

any brave 1 wants to acc me to da halloween at safari? :)