i just make a mistake in my life by believing ppl easily... at first i feel i am being cheated, feel i am so wasted now. its going to be da 1st & last time. too bad i cant undo da past. da feeling really sucks. but at least time really heals... i am feeling better now. thanks to my friends around me especially Darren. thanks for calling me everyday to check on me, giving me advice etc. really appreciate it. 好好的大哥哦！& i finally made up my mind, instead of watching dvd at work for da whole day... i might as well take up my dip course, get my driving license soon & learn some culinary skills from 婆婆 & maybe take up a cakemaking course? ha. besides that, i've also made a pact with mummy to jog at least 3 times a week. mummy has already bought me a running shoes. :) thanks ma! now i jus want to study & work hard & make myself useful... i wan to take good care of my mummy in future. & thanks mummy for consoling & supporting me for these few days... i love you.