Monday, February 12, 2007
when i see ppl giving ***** and saw da **** pic, or when i see ppl getting ******** and is able to keep da **** and give ***** to it. i feel jealous and sad. i wish i have da ability to keep it too. and da ability to give ***** to it. when i was ********. most ppl told me to ***** it. bcos nobody have da ability to ***** da ****. and my ****** is telling me to ***** too. bcos she jolly well knows tat **** dun have da ability. and she knows tat it will be tough on me or da both of us, like wat da others told me. even his ****** also says to ***** is better. and its better for da both of us. and bcos of **** character. till now i still feel sad about it although i jus give a i-dun-care attitude and as if i am happy about it. who really knows how i feel, some things are jus better if nobody raise da topic about it. and some things is not that u wan to forget and you will be able. sigh. i jus wish i never made da mistake and i wun be feeling so terrible now...
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